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AHAHAHAHA So guys, I swear I'm alive. I've just been super stressed, really busy, and just completely blocked.
I've had terrible writer's and artist's block, so I haven't gotten anything done at all. But today I finally was able to get two drawings done!!!
So since I haven't actually drawn anything in a couple of months, I spent the past week trying to draw or find an anime to watch. Turns out, I got sucked into Haikyuu!! and finished it all in two days. Now I'm just reading the manga and eagerly awaiting season 2.
Oh! Also eagerly awaiting Hetalia season 6 and Attack on Titan season 2. Anyone else???
Anyways, yeah I've just been having school work continuously dumped on me.
But I actually have been trying to work on a cosplay for this year's upcoming AnimeNEXT in NJ. I actually have a strange collection of cosplay options. Sooo, help me guys. Should I go as:
1) Levi Ackerman ((Attack on Titan))
2) Hinata Shoyo ((Haikyuu!!))
3) APH Luxembourg ((Hetalia))
4) Teutonic Knight Prussia ((Hetalia)).
I already have the Levi cosplay done, and I just need to find a nice pair of boots for the Luxembourg cosplay, but I'm working on the cosplay for Prussia. Since I really wanted to go for the medival knight look ((I based it off the actual knight designs)), I'm actually starting with making the chainmaille from scratch. It's been about two weeks and I've gotten a good amount of work done. It's my first time working with chainmaille and I've gotten almost the entire torso done. But holy crap do my fingertips hurt.
ANYWAYS, enough of that. Let's move onto my personal stuff ((ooohhh)). Yes guys, I have a life too. Well, yeah let's just say that I have an actual life.
BEWARE, If you cannot yet tell, this is an extremely long journal entry so uh, yeah. Read on and keep reading only if you want to I guess.
Recently I've also just been really discouraged by a lot of things around me. Yeah, I've been having artist's block and all that fancy stuff, but I've seeing so many better artist's among my peers and I feel like I can't keep up and will just end up somewhere in the dust and ashes. Which of course, I don't plan on doing because I really do want to be an art major and take it all seriously. But yeah... It's just really hard to be surrounded by so many people that are better than you, in real life and online.
And not just in the artistic aspect too. Yeah, art is just about the only thing I really do have a passion for an love and can execute well ((at a mediocre level at least)). But I do have other hobbies and activities and sports and all that I'm really interested in and want to do well too. And it really just brings me down when I see other people that can do it so much better than I can.
Okay guys, depressing session is over.
Anyways, even if I can't do a lot of things really well, that just means that I have to try harder and that there's always room for improvement, right???
Anime has taught me some great life lessons and quotes... (^^^^^)
And anime has seriously taught me some patience. Seriously. Having to constantly wait for episodes and chapters to be released... I really want to learn to read Japanese. Kana at least. My sister said that when I'm older, she'll take me to Japan since she's already been there once.
But for now, my mom has agreed to support my German learning and stuff ((YAAYYY *throws sparkles*)).
Anyways...
Woop that was a lot of stuff to type out. Thank God that this isn't on my phone. I usually go onto dA on my phone.
But that's it for today. It's night where I am and I should technically be sleeping even though I still have homework to do...
Oh! One last thing before I go. I'm pretty sure that I'm going to give up on anything relationship related and just become a cat person. Or an anime person. Or both. Relationships are too far away from my reach. At least what I want to achieve. Basically, in a nutshell, the person is my best friend, and we both consider each other siblings ((no, we're really not if you were wondering)), and when I told them, they profusely apologised how they didn't love me back in the romantic sense, and I just backed off and acknowledged their boundaries. But I asked them if they were uncomfortable with me loving them in the romantic sense or if they would prefer me not to. They weren't uncomfortable with it, but they said that I probably shouldn't love them in that sense, following up and saying that they'll never love me back in the same way. Welp, there goes that. I think I'll stick to my anime now.
I swear this is the end of this journal now. Okay bye~
I've had terrible writer's and artist's block, so I haven't gotten anything done at all. But today I finally was able to get two drawings done!!!
So since I haven't actually drawn anything in a couple of months, I spent the past week trying to draw or find an anime to watch. Turns out, I got sucked into Haikyuu!! and finished it all in two days. Now I'm just reading the manga and eagerly awaiting season 2.
Oh! Also eagerly awaiting Hetalia season 6 and Attack on Titan season 2. Anyone else???
Anyways, yeah I've just been having school work continuously dumped on me.
But I actually have been trying to work on a cosplay for this year's upcoming AnimeNEXT in NJ. I actually have a strange collection of cosplay options. Sooo, help me guys. Should I go as:
1) Levi Ackerman ((Attack on Titan))
2) Hinata Shoyo ((Haikyuu!!))
3) APH Luxembourg ((Hetalia))
4) Teutonic Knight Prussia ((Hetalia)).
I already have the Levi cosplay done, and I just need to find a nice pair of boots for the Luxembourg cosplay, but I'm working on the cosplay for Prussia. Since I really wanted to go for the medival knight look ((I based it off the actual knight designs)), I'm actually starting with making the chainmaille from scratch. It's been about two weeks and I've gotten a good amount of work done. It's my first time working with chainmaille and I've gotten almost the entire torso done. But holy crap do my fingertips hurt.
ANYWAYS, enough of that. Let's move onto my personal stuff ((ooohhh)). Yes guys, I have a life too. Well, yeah let's just say that I have an actual life.
BEWARE, If you cannot yet tell, this is an extremely long journal entry so uh, yeah. Read on and keep reading only if you want to I guess.
Recently I've also just been really discouraged by a lot of things around me. Yeah, I've been having artist's block and all that fancy stuff, but I've seeing so many better artist's among my peers and I feel like I can't keep up and will just end up somewhere in the dust and ashes. Which of course, I don't plan on doing because I really do want to be an art major and take it all seriously. But yeah... It's just really hard to be surrounded by so many people that are better than you, in real life and online.
And not just in the artistic aspect too. Yeah, art is just about the only thing I really do have a passion for an love and can execute well ((at a mediocre level at least)). But I do have other hobbies and activities and sports and all that I'm really interested in and want to do well too. And it really just brings me down when I see other people that can do it so much better than I can.
Okay guys, depressing session is over.
Anyways, even if I can't do a lot of things really well, that just means that I have to try harder and that there's always room for improvement, right???
Anime has taught me some great life lessons and quotes... (^^^^^)
And anime has seriously taught me some patience. Seriously. Having to constantly wait for episodes and chapters to be released... I really want to learn to read Japanese. Kana at least. My sister said that when I'm older, she'll take me to Japan since she's already been there once.
But for now, my mom has agreed to support my German learning and stuff ((YAAYYY *throws sparkles*)).
Anyways...
Woop that was a lot of stuff to type out. Thank God that this isn't on my phone. I usually go onto dA on my phone.
But that's it for today. It's night where I am and I should technically be sleeping even though I still have homework to do...
Oh! One last thing before I go. I'm pretty sure that I'm going to give up on anything relationship related and just become a cat person. Or an anime person. Or both. Relationships are too far away from my reach. At least what I want to achieve. Basically, in a nutshell, the person is my best friend, and we both consider each other siblings ((no, we're really not if you were wondering)), and when I told them, they profusely apologised how they didn't love me back in the romantic sense, and I just backed off and acknowledged their boundaries. But I asked them if they were uncomfortable with me loving them in the romantic sense or if they would prefer me not to. They weren't uncomfortable with it, but they said that I probably shouldn't love them in that sense, following up and saying that they'll never love me back in the same way. Welp, there goes that. I think I'll stick to my anime now.
I swear this is the end of this journal now. Okay bye~
WHY IS FATE LIKE THIS
I hardly come onto dA to begin with, and now that I'm back, Words-Of-Fate (https://www.deviantart.com/words-of-fate) tags me and this stuff happens...
Questions!
1. When did you first start watching anime?
Don't remember clearly but... when I was in first grade??? about 11 years ago...
it's been a long journey...
2. What's your favorite anime?
whAT KIND OF QUESTION IS THIS.
uhhh uhh uhhhh
I guess, my current favorite is houseki on kuni? although, that recent episode of bnha really got me back into it.
3. Have you ever considered becoming a voice actor?
I have...... but I soon dropped that.
I can imitate other voices, but I think that an important part of voice acting is hav
HOLY CRAP SOMEONE REMEMBERS ME
I KINDA CAN'T BELIEVE THAT SOMEONE TAGGED ME HERE BECAUSE IT'S BEEN FOREVER SINCE I WAS ACTIVE.
The last anime you watched:
Hitorijime my Hero <3
Favorite anime opening:
I don't usually have a specific opening I favor, but right now I'm really into 'Heart Signal' (pssst the opening for Hitorjiime my Hero)
Anime opening you can’t stand
...none that I can think of at least. I'm usually okay with most
favorite anime character type...I'm sorry but I'm seriously a sucker for any ikemen ;-;
also the more charismatic the better
least favorite anime character typeclingy, air headed, that kind of person. If the character develops the
#Kpop
MUST YOU REALLY TAG ME AGAIN TinyTsun (https://www.deviantart.com/tinytsun)
Here are the rules!!:
1. Go to this www.random.org/lists/
2. Pick 15 bae's from any fandom of K-pop!!
3. Tag five or more people
4. Have fun~!!!
1. Your Boyfriend/Lover:
Mark of NCT
yessssssss this cutie is miNEEEEE
2. Your Ex:
Tao (ex-EXO)
WOW SO HE BROKE UP WITH ME LIKE HE BROKE UP WITH EXO HUH (I'm still not over that because he was my bias *Cries*)
3. Went Skinny Dipping with:
Jonghyun of SHINee
uuuUUHHHHHH VERY MIXED FEELINGS????? ?(?))))
LIKE I'VE ALWAYS LOVED JONG BUT I MEAN LIKE ?????????
4. Prank Buddies with:
B-Joo of Topp Dogg
y'all better get ready for the w
MORE TAGS
Tagged by the wonderful KibblesCreations (https://www.deviantart.com/kibblescreations) ~
The Rules:1. Write the rules
2. Write 13 things about yourself
3. Answer 13 questions made by the person who tagged you, and make your own 13 questions.
4. Tag 13 deviants (only 13!)
5. Make sure that they know that they are tagged
6. Don't say "You're tagged if you read this"
7. It is forbidden not to tag anyone
8. Tag backs are allowed
**screw #6-8 who cares**
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stuff about me i guess
1. Sadly, still a high school student (11th grade now, in America at least. AKA I'm 16)
2. TEAM MYSTIC
3. I obsess more about toned thighs than I should
4. ^^^also having to do with #3, my husband is Jeo
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Hiiiiiiii
I'm eagerly awaiting some anime like Aot and Hetalia too ^^
I think you should cosplay as someone you think people wouldn't normally cosplay as - or get a chance to. There's always a lot of Levi's wondering around nyahaha xDDD But that's just an idea. Luxembourg would be so interesting!
School is such a hassle, I know how you feel
((I like what you're listening to~~))
I'm eagerly awaiting some anime like Aot and Hetalia too ^^
I think you should cosplay as someone you think people wouldn't normally cosplay as - or get a chance to. There's always a lot of Levi's wondering around nyahaha xDDD But that's just an idea. Luxembourg would be so interesting!
School is such a hassle, I know how you feel
((I like what you're listening to~~))